I'm strong!

whatever people wanna say bout me...challengers..i have to face it..i have to be strong enough to face it no matter what...im just an ordinary people..just like u..im not 100%perfect...stop bugging me people..its so irritating...gosh..GET A LIFE HATERS!

Menjual Cd gambar2 ride...

Sekarang bella da ader job..huhuhuhu...tak lama lg SLR dpat...ujang soh bella jd photographer bler ader ride lg...da shoot gmbar..tros burn n design cover cd..banyak permintaan...alhmdlh...ader jgk org yg hargai kje2 bella...satu cd rm3..im xcited!

HARI KASTAM SEDUNIA

Last saturday on the 7th of Feb 09...Hari Kastam Sedunia was held in Quarters Kastam Kelana Jaya..6 o' clock in the morning dah bangon..siap2...dalam kol 7.30 i took a cab to Kelana Jaya and was hoping that the taxi driver taw jalan nak ke sana..nasib baik the taxi driver baik and he knows the way there...sampai kat quarters tu dalam kol 7.45...sampai2..all the pegawai2 kastam yang jge the gate tengah sibuk mgawal trafik..cos banyak VIP yg dtg..so mase masuk kat gate pegawai2 tu tanye.."awak Press dr mana..Kosmo?" hahahaha...wah..bangga jgk..bella ni nmpk cam press ker..?sebab bella mse tuh bwk cmera SLR..so maybe dowg nmpk cmera tuh..dowg ingt press..bella pown dgan tak malu nyer jwab..ye saya..saya press..hahahahaha...wah dapat layanan tip top dr dowg...wakakakaka..mase masuk kat pdang where the event was held..sumer angkat tangan..tego..ye lah dh la sowg2..pas2 dowg ingt bella neh btol2 press..hahahaha...bella pi hari kastam ni pown sebab nak tgok ujang n kwn2 kawad...n dowg soh bella shoot gambar dowg...rite on time...tros acara start...bella pown pe lg...start la kje..hehe...tgk pancaragam penjara masuk...pas2 sumer masuk padang...VIP2 pown dah sampai..Tan sri Najib pown ader...pergh...pe lg..snap arr...pe yg besh nyer..bella dpat rasa camner owg2 press kje..best experience ever!!banyak jgk bella shoot gambar2 owg2...kirenyer sumer epi dpat bergambar...wpown bella ni xlah terer amik gambar tp atleast im learning..kos mmg ni mnat bella..n in the future mmg kje cmni bella nk wat..hope dpat merialisasikan impian neh..alhamdlh..ujang n geng puas ati ngan gambar2 yg bella dh shoot tok dowg...puas ati..bella lg2 puas ati...

My cousin and her anak2 pak Jonas..(The Jonas Brothers)

My cuz ni nmer dier Maizura..dier ni minat sgt2 kat The Jonas Brothers..yelah sekarang ni mmg dowg ngah popular..she's reminds me of my early teenage life...dlm form 1..form 2..suka kumpul poster artis2 lelaki yang hensem2...sngop beli magazine yg mhal2 sbb ada gambar2 artis2 yg bella mnat 2..dulu bella mnat kat artis2 jepun...cam Takuya Kimura...Hideaki takizawa...mcm2 lg lah..klu kat file tuh mesti ltak gambar2 dowg..kirenyer klu ltak gambar2 dowg kire hebat la tuh...hahahaha...siap leh tkar2 gambar2 tuh ngan kwn..leh wat bisnes lg..hehehe...bila dh masuk form3..dh kureng sket...pas2..dh xmnat nak kumpul benda2 ni..hee..skrg Maizura punyer turn plak...dier pown dh sekotak dier kumpul magazine..poster..cd's...jonas brothers lah..demi levato lahh..camp rock lahh...mcm2!! 24/7 dok pikir psal dowg..hahaha...neway..Zura..just have fun with ur teenage life...

xoxo,
Kak Billa....

Helmet idaman...n moto idaman...

OMG!!!!Nie lah helmet idaman bella...aduh..bilalah nak dapat satu...dah siap mimpi2 pkai helmet ni...bukan senang nak dapat helmet ni..harge dier pown dalam RM1K keatas...tapi insyallh kalu ader duit mmg bella nak beli jgk...tak kire!!!Cari2 kat ebay ader...siap ada saiz bella XS...tapi duet plak tarak...haha..takpe2 blom ada rezeki..Helmet dalam gambar neh kawan raider bella Erik..pergh bella mmg tabik kat erik neh..gaya dier dah cam Azroy...(gila2 remaja)..ngan motor scrambler dier..perghh...jeles jer tgok..ARGHH tak kira bella nak jgk motor scrambler n helmet!!!Tak puas dapat nek sekali jer...arap2 dah ader duit nanti bella dapat apa yang bella nak...boleh pi ride nanti..huhu..besh OOOOOO!!!!

25.01.09 Konvoi to Bagan Lalang..

Hye..im back in KL...miss jb so much...hurm..last week on the 23rd of Jan..bella gi jb..nak pi konvoi n jumpe ujang cyg punye pasal..no hal lahh!!The day bfore pi ride moto ujang dh wat hal...mase ondaway to danga nak pi candle lite dinner...hmmm...wat to do...terpakse pi bengkel ADIEK kat skudai..dh antar motor for repair..ktowg pi mkn kt kdai mkn dkat2 situ...xjd pi danga =( Lepak kat bengkel best jgk..tgk abang2 dok repair motor..tgk accessori motor..sembang2..besh jgk la..dh lpak2..motor pown dh okay me ujang n erik pi lpak plak kt dataran..pi pekena steamboat n tauhu bakar..nyummm...then..maser balik ktowg trade motor..ujang bg honda raider dier kt erik..n ktowg nek scrambler tuuuu....mmg xcited gler dpat nek...motor idaman bella tuh..motor tuh pown sdap nek...xlah sakit bontot sgt..hahahaha...

Next morning..bgon dlm kol 6.30 pg..ciap2 nak pi ride..berkumpul kat station minyak tol skudai...hurm mcm biase..tak sumer raiders dh sampai...so we had burger king's for breakfast...wah..pas mkn tuh..pham2 je la...toilet!!!hahahaha....dlm kol 10 all the raiders sampai..and kami pown bertolak...dh sampai spg renggam..tayar motor bro wan pancit..hurmm..dh kena brhenti and tgu dier pasang tayar bru...

tgoklah dowg...khusyuk tgk bro wan pasang tayar...hehehe...pas2 start blk n stop kt pagoh...berkumpul plak ngan raiders2 dr btu phat...relax jap...lpak2...

then start blk perjalanan ke ayer keroh pulak...masa perjalanan tu hujan..dh la ujan...motor ujang wat hal lg skali..tapi kali ni enjin dier tros tak idop..pergh...terpakse kami berhenti kt tepi jalan..naseb bek erik ader...dh belek2 motor..still tak idop..erik terpakse tolak motor ujang sampai ke ayer keroh..wooo...mmg frust gler bella n ujang time tuh...maser erik ngah tolak dtg pulak si kechik n aidil n pendek ganti erik tolak motor ujang..lgpwn motor dowg lju..so cpat sket sampai ke destinasi seterusnyer...si kecik tolak..motor dier plak wat hal...ekzos tertanggal dr tempatnyer...stop lg tepi jalan..repair lg..maser tuh dh petang..msg2 dh kepenatan..

motor ujang mm xleh wat pe2..brg2 dier pown xder..terpakse dowg tolak jgk sampai ke tol nilai...ngan ujan nyer yg lbat..angin yg kuat..ader 2 motor yg tolak motor kami..pergh..xperience yg xleh di lupakan..sampai tol nilai dlm kol 9 mlm..perghh..satu ari perjalanan tuh..mcm pi thailand..hahaha..and kalah citer 7perhentian...hahaha...kat bagan lalang kami stay kt umah one of the raiders..dkat ngan pantai..tgh ari tuh sempat lg nek atv kat pantai ngan ujang...org rmai gler kt pantai...mmg meriahlah..orang2 yg kat situ sumer nk bergambar ngan moto2 retro neh..tapi ride kali ni agak sedey kos motor ujang rosak..ujang pown dh sedey..bella pown sedey..xder mood jer..but..pe2 hal neh experience yg xleh bella lupekan smpai bile2..alhmdlh overall bella n ujang still njoy...hope ride akan dtg xder la dugaan2 cm ni lg..

Yay..sem break!!!

Yahuu...sem break has just started...atlast....!!!Dapat jgk break for about a week..no class...no need to wake up early..no stress..just relax for a week..wah..heaven!I just wanna wish to my all chinese friends..HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!To all UiTM students..happy holiday...i know ramai yg dah balik yang baru nak balik tu..take care..have fun this sem break,..njoy life...do what ever u wanna do...spend time with ur love ones...i can't wait to go to PD...spend time with my guy and the raiders...my roommates..ayu..nad gygy..n putri..miss u guys..and intan get well soon..dun forget to drink a lot of water...hehhehe...

-FIN-

what a day..

today class cik zulu was fine..then petang pi jumper en jamil mintak ideas for my design...and thank god en jumaddi pown bg idea sikit2...thanx...haih tak habis2 dok tukar colorlah...itu lah..ini lah..haih...dah malas nak tunjuk kat lec lain...i better ikot idea2 lec pre press...just hope that cover i siap before cuti..lalalalala....boring la.....

miss my cayang sooo much..(part2)

orait then...ari tuh bella cerita pasal cmner bella leh knal ujang...yg part2 ni plak...about our relationship lpas knal n skrg...pas kami knal for about 5 bulan cm2 kot ujang dapat tawaran kerja kastam diraja malaysia...mula2 tuh bella ingt dier akan tros kn belajar but dier mmg nak stop n kerja..mse tuh mmg frust gler...sbb bella taw yg ktowg kne berpisah...its really2 hard for me la...yelah bayangkan owg yg kt syg nak pergi jaoh...sedih la kan...takder saper la yg nak teman bella nanti...so everyday bella pujuk ujang spy dier sambung blajar...mase tuh bella xpham knape dier nak sgt2 berhenti blajar..padahal bella tgok dier lg pandai dari bella...exam pown dapat keputusan yg bek..hurmm..tiap2 ari bella nanges..moody jer...one day ujang gtaw the reason why dier nak kerja..dier nak tolong family dier...tu dh mmg aim dier dr kecik lg...dier sgop kerja drp myusahkan fmily dier...dier nak sgt2 tgk family dier senang..dier tak kisah kalau dier ssh cmner skali pown dier still nak family dier senang..tu tanggungjawab dier as a son in the family..soo bella pown sedar n bella sokong dier..few weeks after that dier pown dh hantar surat berhenti n get ready to go to jb utk daftar masuk sebagai pegawai kastam...mlm before dier gi jb..kwn2 kelas dier wat farewell party kat restoran hijazi s2....(bkn la party sgt just mkn2)..sumer owg sedih dier dh nak tinggalkan

uitm...but what to do..its his decision...and sumer doakan dier berjaya...the next day kami hantar ujang ke stesen bas pudu..mase tuh bella sedih sgt2...spnjg perjalanan bella nanges...sampaikan kawan2 ujang dah risau tgk bella..hehehehe...lg ujang pujuk lg kuat bella nanges..ngehehehe...kwan2 ujang pown nanges...dowg pown xdpat tahan...bgtu syg nyer dowg kat ujang...dah mcm drama..hehehe..
2 3 bulan bella ssh nak terima kenyataan yang ujang tiada disisi bella...rasa hidop xkeruan...wpown kami still intouch..sms..call..tapi masih rasa kehilangan...lepas beberapa bulan baru lah ok...nseb bek ada kawan2 ujang yg slalu teman kan bella..and alhmdlh...hubungan bella n ujang masih rapat...jodoh kami panjang wpown kami berjaohan...still in touch...kdg2 ujang tron kl...kdg2 bella plak gi jb...kami pown dh jumpe keluarga masing2...mmg banyak cabaran dan dugaan cinta jarak jaoh ni...tapi cabaran n dugaan tu yg buat kami lg kuat..dan slg cinta mencintai...dlm hubungan kita kena jujur..bertolak ansur..alhmdlh sampai sekarang..hubungan kami baik...bahagia la...hehehe..ujang slalu bg semangat tok bella blajar...dier pown banyak mematangkan fikiran bella...moge2 hubungan kami berkekalan mcm ni sampai bila2.....

Photoshoot

A'kum...today bella n dak2 bilik bella wat photoshoot tok cover magazine bella "DIVO"..wahhh gitu...bella terpaksa wat photoshoot sbb gambar yg bella guna sblm ni xsesuai n resolution dier kecik...hurmm...tension glerrr!!!nak cari kat internet mmg banyak gambar tapi bler save n bukak kat adobe photoshop kecik taik idong jer...hahahaha...dh juling mata neh dok cari gambar yg cantek n beso..tapi satu pown xder...warrgggghhh...mcm nak gler ar...soo bella wat keputusan nak wat photoshoot...naseb bek la dak bilik bella, putri neh pandai shoot gambar n sepupu dier ada slr camera..pheww..lega..dowg pown alhmdlh ikhlas tolong bella ngan photoshoot neh..so ari neh...bgon dalam pukul 9...arrrgghh..mlas gler nak bgon awal pg2 ahad neh...tapi sbb photoshoot nyer pasal ok jer...dak2 ni pown bella kejot..n dowg pown bgon..cian dowg..liat jer nak mandi.hahahaha..pas kami sumer dh ciap..kami pown bertolak dlm kol 10 lbey..nek bas ke jati sbb nak tgu si mamu..aka faiz the owner of the camera...hehehehe...bella nak faiz neh jd model standby..takot la model 2 ekoq neh xjadi pi...dia pown shy2 cat jer pi kat kami..hahahaha...pas 2 jalan kaki ke tasik..ngan beg berat2 neh semangat gak jalan...peloh2 dah kami ni...hangat gler...xberbaloi tol mandi pg td..ekekekke...dh sampai kat tasek..kami pown cari spot yg cantek tok amik gambar neh..tgu jgk dak2 model 2 ekoq neh xsampai2 lagi...1st model yg sampai Emy..dier neh junior bella dak part3...org nyer cam emo2 sket...ske anime..haha..gaya pown cool jer...pemalu...pendiam..xbanyak kerenah...bgos tol dak neh..mula2 dier cam agak malu jumpe ktowg...dah lme2 ok jer...yg model lg satu ekoq ni naufal...xsampai2 lg..stengah jam ktowg tgu...kater ondaway...tp xsampai2 lg..haih...tensen..stengah jam after that bru la sampai ngan awek dier yg meletop!hehe...model2 dh sampai per lg..tros shoot gambar dowg...cari angle mner yg cantek tok dowg neh..emy cantek angle blah tepi..si naufal depan...mula2 mmg dowg malu n agak kekok...bella pown relaxkan dowg..xtensen kan dowg alhmdlh dowg quite sporting ble soh pose camtuh n camneh...owg pown xramai kat tasek tuh...ok lah...perfect lahhh!!mmg ari neh ari yg enjoy..xder tensen2...tgok dak2 neh pown cam happy...xder nak gduh2...bek sgoh la dowg..haih anak sapa la neh...bella bersyukur sgt2 ader dak2 junior yg sgop tolong si senior neh...agagagaga...lunch tghari bella blanjer dowg mkan KFC...hehehe...thanx sgt2 kowg..hanya allah yg boleh balas jasa kowg...n hope kowg dimurahkan rezeki..amin....MMMMMMUUUUUAAAHHH!!

TENGOK LA SI AYU TUH...JELES SI KIRIN DOK MNJE2 NGAN FAIZ..HEHEHE..

FAIZ AND PUTRI..THANKS KOWG..TANPE KOWG XCIAP KJE BELLA..EKEKEKEKE..

1ST SHOOT EMY YG CANTEK....TABIK LA KUCING TUH..PANDAI POSING..ENTERPREM TOL...

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